mommy's note: i'm losing it...

my temper, that is!

all thanks to mon cherie who seems to *suddenly* have a habit of waking up a lot in the middle of the night and making the most irritating high-pitched whining sound ever! and that is not all, she will continue with a few sobs and then started to cry uncontrollably for no reason!

argh!

most of the time i have to quickly get up to bring her out of the bedroom while HB continues to sleep (too lazy to get up bah)... reasons being:
1. to prevent her from waking up gaby who usually sleep through on peaceful and cosy nights and;
2. to try and wake her up from her cries. usually she seemed to be still in half-sleeping mode with both eyes tightly shut while her wide-open mouth continue to cry us up the wall!

and when i finally managed to wake her up from her crying bouts, i find that all she wants is either for me to carry her or to have a few sips of water or some milk and then she'd fall back to sleep again... but the cycle repeats itself for at least twice a night and not all times would she want a drink/milk. these vicious cycles had made me want to whack her a couple of times (sleep-deprived person will do SILLY things and REGRET when they wake up!) but i 忍.... and i'm really not sure when i will just lose it and snap! grrr....

so for now, all i can do is just shout aloud IN MY HEART when her mid-night dramas begin...
*ARGHHHHH.........!*