it started early morning while i was preparing mon cherie for childcare.
i just casually tell her that it's time for 'school' and she immediately started her 'i scared scared' drama - showing me the pitiful face and patting her chest continuously (scared to go childcare bah) and called me "maa maa maa maa....."
i guess after a weekend of all play and fun, going back to a routine without daddy and mommy is indeed a 'scary' experience. so she started her on and off fake cries from the house till we came out of the lift (CC is on 3rd floor) and then she really cried BIG TIME with super BIG teardrops.
like a koala bear, she hung on to me so tightly and refused to let the teacher check her tummy and hand after we got her temperature reading. after a few more minutes of hugging and kissing and reassuring words from me, the teacher carried her away from me. she was almost screaming by then and my heart almost went soft again. sigh... i must be strong and hard-hearted in order for her to learn to be independant... but everytime i see her cry, my heart just can't bear it...
i guess having her at home for the whole weekend also has an effect on me too.
Monday, June 15, 2009
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