mon cherie is getting cranky lately.
over the long May Day weekend, i've carried and hugged her more than i did for gaby for the whole week! (imagine i even have to carry her to the loo to pee coz she simply refuse to be put down and i have a full-bladder that can't wait! gah!!)
and this situation is not good at all... coz in a couple of weeks' time we will send her to full-day childcare.
and it makes me worry quite a bit as i imagine the following happening on a daily basis:
1. she will cry her heart out when i leave her at the childcare in the morning
(and i will also cry buckets when i leave her there and goes back home and feel super guilty!)
2. she will cry her heart out when i leave her at the childcare in the morning
(and i will also cry buckets when i leave her there and goes back home and feel super guilty!)
3. she will cry her heart out when i leave her at the childcare in the morning
(and i will also cry buckets when i leave her there and goes back home and feel super guilty!)
i suppose the guilt itself is enough reason for me to allow mon cherie to take control of my emotions now with her constant need to be hugged and be carried around.
i can't believe that my little tiny tod will be going to childcare, carrying her little bagpack and her water bottle and her beanie pillow and her pacifier... argh...
just thinking about it is enough cause for worry AGAIN!
*long sigh!*
Monday, May 04, 2009
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3 comments:
I know how you feel... Joash is starting his first day at playgroup next Monday and my emotions are all over the place too. If not for my second baby coming in Aug, I would never have thought of leaving him to the care of another before he attends nursery... *sobz* Let's both hang in there with Jesus, yah? :)
jaclyn,
yes, i guess for a lot of us this is our 'separation anxiety' with our baby... :p
Dun worry, u just got to be hard hearted okie! Chloe will do fine!
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