CRYING NO ENOUGH

yes, mon cherie's giving me super duper stress and irritation with her nonsense wailing and screaming these 2 nights!

last nite when her ye ye came over to see her, she refused to let him carry her and when he 'forcefully' did; she screamed and wailed like there's no tomorrow!

and when mommy went to take a quick shower while leaving her in ye ye's care in the living room; coupled with at least 4 of her favourite toys and 1 new doll; she continued to wailed and screamed. i had to rush my shower and within 15 mins dash out to let her 'see' me ~ coz she may think that i've LEFT her with somebody else.

but no way, this little monster continued to scream even when she saw me and despite me trying to calm her down by talking to her, she DARED to raise her hand to 'beat' her ye ye and push him away (he was carrying her while i tried to wrap the towel over my wet hair). i think she was super fed up as well cos she simply DO NOT ALLOW anyone else to carry her except me, GJ and the nanny!

when i took over from ye ye, she straight away ZIPPED UP (still sobbing a little) but avoid looking at me (angry with me, perhaps?) while still gripping my shoulder/arms tightly and so afraid i'll put her down to the rocker/sofa.

i think her ye ye also can't take it... her tantrum or her temper? he must have felt frustrated as well. Sigh...

and it happened again tonite... and she's just unhappy with ME taking shower while leaving her in the rocker - which i placed in front of the bathroom w/out closing the door. she has FULL visibility of me and yet she continued to CRY, SCREAM, WAIL, KICK, FUSS.... i tried to ignore her though occassionally talk to her to try calm her down. but that didn't work, coz she continued to cry for almost 15 mins until i carried her out of the rocker.... and she ZIPPED UP immediately! (albeit still sobbing a little)

OMGoodness... has she got me wrapped all around her tiny fingers or what?!
i really don't know... but despite me wanting to CANE her (mentality wanting to do so!!!) for being so..... *speechless*.... i just can't bear to do it in reality... coz she is afterall just a baby!

SIGH... it's tough being alone with her when she's in her cranky mood. and she really has affected me badly tonite... :(